Friday, August 07, 2015 | Posted by XinJun |
0 comment/s
I think I'm really scared of death. Honestly, I don't even know why, but I always think about things like, what if I die one day, and everything's over. I know that there's heaven, and there's hell, which is also why I always tell people that, I'd rather believe the existence of ghosts (or spirits) because then I know that at least after we die, that's not it.
I know a lot of you would say, why am I so afraid of death now? I'm still young and all, the thing is, time is passing by so quickly. I can still remember when I wanted to be an adult so badly, and now I'm already 20. Sooner or later, I will be surprised that I'm already 40, 50 and 60, and I really hope I can actually live that long and even longer.
I wanna live a life without regrets. Who would have no regrets, right? But I don't wanna die just like that, yaknow? Maybe one day I might be known, for a certain reason, maybe I created something, maybe I earned a lot, or whatever, or maybe I won't, but I just wanna leave the world after I'm satisfied with my life. I think this is why wise people always say that we should be satisfied with everything we have.
Maybe one day, I will leave without any preparation, even without myself knowing. And if that's it for me, I hope that everyone will know, that I existed, that I loved all of you. Especially my family, my mum.
This is not my first post about these stuff, I think too much at night.
Labels: 2015, Random
